Free Spirit
What does being a free spirit mean to you? Does it mean running wild into the great unknown, taking on what ever may come, embracing the adventure ahead? Well, for some it does indeed. I love every bit of that lofty logic. It is daring and exhilarating to say the least. However, I’m leaning toward another free spirit. The kind that doesn’t necessarily mean throwing all caution and reason to which ever way the wind blows. Now that’s not say this lacks luster, in fact, I think it offers much more.
We live in a time now that requires us all to stay ahead of the game, keep up with the Jones’ of the ever evolving technology, maintaining our sanity, working tirelessly to just provide for our families in a world with highway robbery taxes and soaring prices on everyday essentials. You can see where the burn out sets in. We feel defeated and weary at times. I know I do. I work in healthcare and that says it all.
The last two years have been a hurricane of self discovery. I’ve been shaken, felt tossed about like a ship in gale force winds, flooded with fear and depression over the loss of my dad, seen the eye of the storm to prepare for the next round, and eventually made it to a new sunrise. In all that chaos, I had one source of leadership and that was God. Our Heavenly Father who is consistent in love, mercy and grace. Although there were times of debilitating thoughts and hopelessness, I found peace in the process. There was new version of me on the horizon.
I’m starting to really get to know this other part of me. It has always been there but has now grown with experience and ready to take flight. The chains that once tied me down have lifted. I don’t pretend to be so tough anymore so I cry more to release emotions if needed. I don’t hold onto any negativity that robs me of my day and definitely live more in the moment. That’s the free spirit I’m talking about. The life that lives fully in peace, love and understanding. I want to honor my dad in doing so, trusting God to carry me further. Now it’s time for you to go and be free!
My best to you and your journey!
